Distance Reiki 23/06/13

I started the session sat on my bed, legs crossed and hands resting on my lap, closed my eyes and focused on letting go of everything and thinking only about my breathing. Within minutes I could feel my hands growing warm and I could sense a ball of, lets call it energy shall we, sat in my hands. This wasn't a solid mass, it was about the size of a tennis ball, and it felt as though it was pink, crazy right? I mean who feels a colour rather than sees it?! But this was the feeling I had, and this pink ball of energy made my hands feel warm and tingly.

I was conscious that I was searching around for the tiger I had seen during a previous reiki experience and was informed subconsciously that I would only see the tiger when I needed protection it wouldn't always be there. 

I could see the sea, the waves, the foam on the waves, and then I floated up past the beach, over a path leading from a walled garden down to the sea. I came down inside the walls of the garden, the huge arched gate was locked and all around me was a really tall hedge maze. I had a very foreboding feeling at this point, there was something in the maze with me, I didn't know who or what it was but it didn't feel good. I was too scared to look behind me for fear of what I might see, and I was too scared to walk through the maze, scared that something bad might be around the corner waiting for me. At that point I was thinking that if I ever needed protection then right now was definitely the time for that tiger to show up. I felt myself take a sudden gasp for air and a face flashed up in front of me, it was the face of a red Indian or Native American, a male face, free from wrinkles and signs of ageing, long dark hair swept back off his face, as quickly as that face appeared so did another face, this belonged to Jesus, the way most of us would imagine Jesus to look, longish brown hair, kind eyes, beard. The feeling that accompanied these faces was one of peace, they were letting me know that I was safe, and they brought with them lots of inky blue flecks of light that sparkled and shimmered making me feel calm and at ease. 

The inky blue light faded to a bright aqua marine, as if I was laying under the ocean looking upwards at the surface and the sun but this also quickly faded to a vast expanse of long wispy grass, I was walking with my hands at my side trailing my fingers through the tips of the grass. 

At this point I was getting a message, an urge to bring the pink balls of energy in my hands, yes they'd been there the entire time! Something was telling me to bring my hands up to my heart and to push the energy inside me, I followed my instincts and shortly after this I began to open my eyes. It was only 10:25pm but I'd lost the focus then, so I simply spent a few minutes reflecting on what I had seen, felt and experienced. 

I do wonder, if the combination of being told I only need the tiger for protection and then the tiger not showing up to protect me in the maze was a message. A message telling me that I am capable of protecting myself, or that maybe the red Indian I saw and Jesus are also there to protect and guide me too. I'm not sure if the foreboding something, that was in the maze with me, was another message, to stop running from myself, to stop hiding from myself maybe? Overall though there were lots of messages tonight, lots of visual images, strong feelings, positive affirmations, all in all a very positive, very profound experience. X