Another step along the road

Last week was a difficult week, this week will be much better, I can just tell. Last week I was consumed by the inherent desire to overcome my demons yet at the same rooted by the fear of what might be. It's been 6 days since my last post and when I left off I left my head in a very bad place, I was suffering a severe lack of faith in myself, in my abilities, a complete lack of confidence and self esteem, my aims at the time were way over my own head, but I was blind to this and could only focus on the final destination as opposed to simply enjoying the journey one step at a time. This week I'm taking each step slowly, and I plan to cherish each moment. Even the moments that cause me pain, I will embrace them and try to understand that the pain is only a temporary feeling, the the results however, I hope will last much longer. I know there will always be a long road ahead of me, I don't think the path to healing ever really ends, but it's my path and its my journey, I can't change that now, so I'll just keep on walking and see where I eventually end up. Maybe I'll endure constant battles with my demons, but each battle I win is simply another step behind me. On to pastures New and all that? We shall see, the only way to know is to try - right?!